again and agin nd agn n gn

living old habits

inevitable like results

test will, will test and fool

i too times, semi-toot i

tho sight in my eyes

in my mind

aspired to blind

transcending fro familiar times

to that oh so auspicious blissness inside

this time....

or last

hey I am

a I m

aim to be the best of me

aim to see as others see

scratch that rickety structure

endured, no longer endure

cure

I aim to seek

come with me

or wait

can I follow thee

I cant see

and I cant walk

I can

although

maybe not should talk

brain fragments lifetime spent disintegrating any actual concept

I left myself 4000 times

but 4000 times that from others minds

square peg round hole

with exception to those few souls who have square holes

for them I somehow morph to trapezoid

my life is void, never ever, despite the clever, fit in any kind of weather

severed ties

bore new holes

but I alone

ever

lonely mole

incommodious but so it goes