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I miss writing and recording. This was something I worried might happen if things got worse.

So it's been a long while, and I've felt that uneasy feeling inside me that I wouldn't get to do it again. Hopefully things improve and I get it together. I still have however a lot to look forward too, and this will come soon. The progress has been fantastic.

I hate doing vocals. I've always hated doing vocals. I hate the writing process, lyrics and all the screaming while…

Being a hypocrite for saying such things, because I do drink.

But for most people, that want to live a longer life anyways, I would recommend to cut down on the alcohol or just avoid it. It is a horrible drug and it kills. I've lost both my parents to it and it isn't a short quick easy way to go. It is a long painful and very traumatic thing to go through. I can give a first hand experience of what it is like dealing with it.

You retain fluids, your liver stops…

Related to my recent status. It's very sad to see artists who quit due to adversity they end up facing. It's like a whole creative channel gets shut off. I don't like this. We stop bringing wonderful things to life though our creativity. It's what makes the human spirit so beautiful.

Someone I spoke to for years on facebook felt betrayed by his friends so he just blatantly gave up. Just like that. Now being the person that I am, I tried to give him some motivation not to…

I know a lot of people have their faiths in God. There have been many times that I just felt sick of it and I can relate to a lot of the stuff said in some of the Pantera songs. But sometimes you don't realize what you have till it's gone. Before mother died it was a constant struggle between the hospitals and her illness. I suffered in silence for a long time and it was constant admittance into the ER where I had to sometimes stay all night in. When she passed, I worried a great deal that…